Thursday, March 31, 2005
motherfuckingshit.
ilostallthesongs
inmyfolder.
everything's
g o n e.
=/
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 8:36 AM
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
my bloody wretched feet
is cursed with blistering
bubble-bursting
b l i s t e r s.
mental note to self:
-) wear socks.
-) WEAR THICK SOCKS.
they're really awful.
cause they cause depressions
on my skin.
so it's like a pothole.
-grrr-
it's such a DRAG.
of which basically restricts ur
moves quite obviously.
_
ros: thnks!! ((:
mich: DARLINK !! I want waffles too ! *hugs
Hehs. You flatter me wayy too much hun. <3
Josh: PLAYING GB WITH YOU IS A HAZARD TOMY SANITY. *faint Psst. Tell Miss Wong what ? !
Jo: HAHA. Yeah, you take care too. <333.
John: It's nt helping. I'm too caught up with that name. *sighs
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 11:28 PM
i had my braces tightened.
and my whole mouth hurts
like fuck now.
oh lord save me.
)))):
you make me wanna LA LA ! !
Boy,
i do miss you.
you are so loved by me.
<3
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 11:26 AM
Monday, March 28, 2005
aights.
so i did do up
yet another blog template.
So yeah, you know what it
means.
I reckon this is kind nice.
Prolly the nicest i've did up.
HAHAHA.
(((:
Used imap on this one.
Many thanks to Evon.
She's a sweetheart.
<333
I don't know/ know what's
going on my life now.
hasn't been treating me well for sure.
I'm god damm cold.
I don't know why.
Perhaps I'm gonna meet my maker soon.
JANELLE!!!!
YOU SO HAVE TO COME BACK SOON!
>)):
*misses.
_
Joyce: Girl, I miss You TOO. <3 Yes, like truckloads.
John: Yes, I know. And I seriously hate ur name you know that? Made me cry two nights straight. >.<
Sawah: Done. Under construction ? ROFL !
i wished i could move on
i wished i could forget
i wished you'd go away.
i wished that my heart could
have died along with your love for me
when the story of us ended eight months ago.
i wished i had never met you.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 12:33 PM
Friday, March 25, 2005
Janelle's GONE.
Okay not really gone gone,
but still she's quite uncontactable.
i miss her like madfuck pls.
(although i just talked to her
on msn)
now,
there's no one to check on me.
there's no one to call me
and bitch.
there's no one i can turn to and talk
freely bout my problems.
there's no one to tell me i love you!!!
(actually I'm spolit for choices.
but she's the only one that well, sleeps
at my kinda tyme)
oh gosh.
you Janelle if you're reading
this.
you better take bloody good care of urself.
and come back in one piece okay ?!
and yes, i'll fight tooth and nail to go
and pick you up.
and you'd better bring back
my kinky stuff
for me okay ? !
*hugs*
Anws.
June plans.
I've already come up
with them.
Off to the resorts in m'sia.
YAYY.
With my dearest girlfriend.
(perhaps her boyfriend).
To tan!
> ((:
Aights.
If her guy comes.
Then we'd have a spanking wildgood
tyme.
Basically.
Havoc.
With the cars.
and the booze
and the clubbing.
OMFG
I can't wait !
Freaking shit.
Her guy has like the most
outrageous car ever.
(to my realistic standards at least)
I'm gonna die of envy.
(No, wait. I have alrd)
And the best part.
It's Black.
BEE-LA-ACK !!!
Janelle you lucky poot.
I'm gonna steal/borrow a video cam.
then tape down all the crazy shit happening.
(((: !!
And if I get to drive the skyline.
In which I most prolly won't,
I will be super dubberly estactic.
And you know what it means when
the guys drive such a machine.
SPEED.
It's fucking addictive.
RAHHH!
It'd be the best of the holi !!
That's if i don't die in a car accident.
*crosses fingers and toes*
If not.
Then it'd be just a girl thingy.
With the tanning.
The bitching.
The shopping!!
*drools.
Shit.
I can't wait.
Can't can't wait.
Finally I've got something to
look forward to.
Oh.
Guess what?
DAD AND MUM HAS APPROVED OF IT.
I didn't have to argue my way out.
Or tantrum my way in.
Told you Janelle !!
Your bloody name does wonders.
Really wonders.
Hurhur.
All I had to say was that I'm
going with you.
And I get the green light.
((: !!!
Oh.
Hmmms.
think there might be a chalet
going on at the end of the mth.
Right before poly starts.
Downtown?
Yeah.
Trying to horde up $$ to get the
rooms booked.
And the pit too.
(considering what happened the
last tyme, i need to psycho my mum a lil.)
Party party party.
BOOZE.
Janelle can get the good stuff
back from the states.
Right ? !
*nudges
And remember your aunt's "saucy" stuff.
LMAO !
Gonna be a 3d/2n event.
NO PARENTS.
Activities?
FREE-STYLE.
Invites will be sent out.
That's up to Janelle.
one word to describe us.
w i c k e d.
_
Janelle: Right. Your name. Just made my holidays. and they are all over my entry. girl you should thank me. and i love you !
Josh: you're not fucking nice. you're fucking evil ! (;
Mich: I know babe. But sometimes. It gets into me. <3 !
John: You bloody fucking ape. Jolly well study fucking hard for ya majors aye ? If not i'll take the fucking shuffle back.
You seem so far away.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 10:48 PM
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
i just got fucking snubbed.
RAHHHH!
)):
Pretty much a up-turned mess now.
Thanks hell lot to my o levels.
Bringing my existance to despicable
and unthinkable heights.
Suddenly, I became the fucking
main attraction in the whole fucking
household.
Which obviously stretches a
a few fucking generations here and there.
Basically, the entire fucking family
knows what a bloody fool I am.
Not that they should know only now that
I am one.
But seriously, I've been acting with such
bimbo-ness I reckon they should have opened
their god damm eyes and take a fucking good look
at me.
So fine, I know I've fucking screwed up
my o levels.
But what the fuck did you know about all
the fucked up shit that was hording me so fucking
much that I had landed myself in a fucking drunken
state just weeks before the mother-fucking O levels ?!
You don't know fuck bout me.
You don't know what the fuck i'm going
through.
Pls fucking don't attempt to teach me
how to live this already fucked up life
of mine.
It doesn't give you to anything
to look at me that way and think
that I'm just some fucked up bitch
that my mum gave birth to,
totally useless and oblivious to my
surroundings living in my own
candy land.
And you know god damm well
I would have given this life now for that.
Being spared from accusing insults and what more ?
I'm seventeen only alright?
If you think that I'm a fucking burden
to you and your stupid pride and ego,
I'm really fucking sorry I had to be born
and make my fucking self fucking existant in
your fucking world.
Neither have you got the rights to
insult the friends whom may I add,
have stuck with me through the good tymes and
been through hell with me?
You're just seeing things from your fucking point
of view leaving me with nothing to retort back.
I could have fucking slapped the fuck outta you i swear.
If not for my good family up-bringing and extremely high
tolerance level,
You'd be having a fucking bloodi-fied face.
If you think it's so fucking easy to
live my wretched life,
Pls, feel free and tell me?
I'd GIVE it to you.
I'm just a fucking screwed teenager.
who happen to be not too normal
for your taste.
who did not do as well as her cousins did
for the fucking o levels.
who trys so hard but yet condemmed.
who has such a fucked up life she thinks her dog
has a better one.
Mind you I know i'm different and
what the fuck has it got to do
with you if i have tattoos and piercings ?!
It's my fucking body we're talkng bout here?
I don't need a personal body approval stamp to
do the things i want to do.
i like having tattoos.
i like having piercings.
if you don't like it.
fuck off.
basically.
there's really nothing you
can actually do to change the way i live.
you give me threats.
i'll remember them.
thats all.
Seriously.
Don't tell me how to live my life.
Never try to bring me down.
Cause it's simply an effective way of
increasing my distaste for you.
and i do things of my own free will.
if i don't i don't.
accept it.
and i don't have to go to church
to prove to pissy assholes that i'm fucking sane.
i don't want to make it a fucking obsession for me.
lord,
forgive me for the swearing.
i can't help it.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 10:00 PM
i am on msn with jaffe now.
he is killing me oh-too-slowly.
he irritates me like poot !
when i meet him,
i'm gonna pluck his hair out one by one.
RAHHHHHH !!
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 9:10 AM
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
i've finally found
what i've been looking for.
the postings are out.
i'm kinda glad that i didn't
get into the interior course in SP.
but thens.
the place is ubberly nice.
((:
gonna do mie private dip.
re-take my fucked up math.
just called my ex-tutor up.
she's like nice.
wondered why i never see
that in her till now.
hahas.
people change alot.
Le'le and most of my dearies
gt into the courses they wanted.
tink i'll most prolly be found ard town
area when the JC period starts.
Many thanks to my lovlies who are posted
there.
LMAO.
meanwhile.
my life is starting to fall
into place.
it feels so good.
i know what i'm living for.
<3 you too darl !
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 7:14 PM
I'M TALKING TO LE'LE NOW.
WHICH MAKES ME A VERY HAPPY
GIRL.
<3333 ! ! !
And no, Le'le.
You can't be my bung.
You can be my guy thou.
*winks (;
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 1:06 AM
Friday, March 18, 2005
okay.
i'm going to turn lesbbie.
(:
any TALL bungs out
there.
(preferbly 175 and above.)
pls pm me.
thankyou.
good grief.
someone change this
mindset of mine.
QUICK !
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 1:19 AM
Thursday, March 17, 2005
you make me smile
like no one could.
only you.
due to unforeseen circumstances,
lyn didn't sleep the night.
AGAIN.
-) consoling josh
-) thinking of stuffs.
recap:
1) met min.
2) bitched.
3) i love her. (:
thus,
a brilliant conclusion have
been concluded.
lyn shall go and sleep NOW.
loadsofgoodnightmyloves.
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything in me
Wants to be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone.
_
Janelle: <3 babe ! I'll go GA-GA over you luhs. Hurhur.
Josh: YES. SHE'S IN ALRIGHT? ! LMAO. (;
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 11:51 AM
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
I don't think I'll
EVER do up
blog templates again.
Unless someone changes
that perception.
(Which is HIGHLY impossible
unless you're of extreme importance
to me. Ex: Kate Moss, Tony Hawk.)
At last.
I got some sleep.
But I'm still sleepy.
>.<
Dadee thinks mie life is screwed up.
I think so too very much too
thank you.
>):
Well I mean if you were sleeping and
awaking at unhumanely tymes.
I would give it a thought too.
*sighs
And yes,
I do miss my dahlinks.
-#) Min.
-#) Josh.
-#) Sal-fish. (:
-#) Lao Po.
-#) John.
-#) Janelle !
Vette's b'day on Good Friday
OHLORDUNGROUNDME.
_
Janelle: *winks ;D
MizzyP: Aye. The ups-and-downs of a 17th yr old. (: You take care too.
*hugs*
John: You dense neh neh pok. ((: ! B'dae comming soon ! Hold a revolt to un-ground me. ):
Josh: DUN WANT. I WANT "M.I" !!!! ROFL. (;
I'm trying to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 5:21 PM
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
my legs are going to
break off.
my arms are going to
crack.
my head is going to
implode.
my nose is going to
drop off.
basically.
i feel like shit.
i'm gonna barf.
):
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 8:16 PM
i'm feeling soggy.
very flu-ish (?).
no good.
Didn't sleep a wink!
:D
My younger brother is obscene.
He's extremely pleased with the
idea of depriving me of my
hairband and making it his own.
RAHHHH.
I wonder what pisses they
teach at Hougang.
):
Talking ter Le'le nows.
:DD >
laters.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 4:06 PM
Monday, March 14, 2005
i see angels
Took mah baby out fer a run.
TIRED.
Yesterday's WWE was good.
Big show's just spanking
awesome.
Imagine crashing thru the fucking
ring.
*grimaces
I <3 the cage.
This tyme there's like
barbed wires all over.
Pure MADNESS i tell you.
Oh.
JOHN CENA'S HOT.
I didn't really know he was like that hot.
Untill yesterday ?
He kicks ass man.
No joke.
His built's pretty nice
too.
Not too bulky.
Toned is the word.
Char went MAD over
him.
Really hilarious.
I SAW LE'LE's FLUFFY HAIR.
<33333.
Conferenced again.
With Janelle and Le'le.
The topic was kinda censored.
HAHA.
Yeaps.
Then again,
It's like the most we've talked.
So it's kinda alright i guess.
((:
Move over DJ, Janelle's in da house.
today was the happiest
i've been.
i couldn't believe.
i didn't dare to.
it came as a pleasant surprise.
least now i know boy,
that you feel the same way too.
muchlovegiven.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 5:59 PM
Sunday, March 13, 2005
my world stopped cold.
Lyn's depressed.
To put it as "depression"
seemed like an understatement.
It's just one the days
when you feel bloody fucked up
and really irritated with urself.
Yes, that kinda feeling.
Happening way too often
it's becoming like a habitual ritual
fer this girl.
I could go on ranting for
godzillion years, get myself
involved in some blown-up hijacked
scheme and I couldn't
care less if pigs are fluttering
outside my windows or if chickens
could sing the latest hit on the
chart.
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah, oh.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
She's lost inside, lost inside... Oh oh yeah.
She's lost inside, lost inside... Oh oh yeah.
Rights.
I'm going running.
To vent mah frustrations out.
It's the addiction I have.
It's my only way out.
Baby, you're as cold as ice.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 7:00 PM
Your Heart is Grey
this is so true.
(got it from josh.)
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 3:51 AM
Saturday, March 12, 2005
There's been so many things going
on mah mind lately.
Haven't really figured out
what these things are.
Well, maybe I do know.
But I just simply refuse to admit it.
I don't wanna see myself relying on you.
I don't want to admit that
you revolve around mah world.
What you gave me is surreal.
Scary to put a factual thought
in those feelings arousing inside
of me.
God, I dreamt about you last night.
Perhaps you know it's the way that
you carry yourself and it's the way
you charm all those feelings outta mie.
I pray it might be another crush.
But seemingly, it doesn't seem
likewise.
It's always the same.
The way they let mie down.
Then try to prove themselves right again.
It gets so pissy I feel lyke
giving shitpile to them.
-grr-
It's mah wishful thinking
I reckon so.
Believing that there might
be this slight chance that
you'd feel the same way too?
Tell mie boy,
Tell me what do I have to do
to make you love mie?
It's pretty amazing
how I let you in so fast.
Without second thoughts.
Without hesitating.
It's silly of mie to do so,
knowing well that mie hearrt
might be torn apart at the seams
again.
Baby,
Baby,
If I gave you mah heart
would you break it?
If I gave you myself,
would you keep me?
It's obvious how I've fallen for you.
We started as friends
But something happened inside me
Now I'm reading into everything
But there's no sign you hear the lightning, baby
You don't ever notice me turning on my charm
Or wonder why I'm always where you are
I've made it obvious
Done everything but sing it
(I've crushed on you so long, but on and on you get me wrong)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song
I've heard you talk about
(Heard you talk about)
How you want someone just like me
But everytime I ask you out
(Time I ask you out)
We never move pass friendly, no no
And you don't ever notice how I stare when we're alone
Or wonder why I keep you on the phone
I've made it obvious
Done everything but sing it
(I've crushed on you so long, but on and on you get me wrong)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song
You are my very first thought in the morning
And my last at nightfall
You are the love that came without warning
I need you, I want you to know
I've made it obvious
So finally I'll sing it
(I've crushed on you so long)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song
And sing it until the day you're holding me
I've wanted you so long but on and on you get me wrong
I more then adore you but since you never seem to see
But you never seem to see
I'll say it in this love song
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 8:43 PM
Okays.
Mie Lao po is at
mie place nows.
>(:
She had this un-existant tiff with
Gan-die.
0.o
Aiights.
Shall blog laters.
This is mie random entry.
(:
I'm bored luhhs.
HAHHAS.
tell mie it's true.
tell mie you feel the same
way.
tell mie you want mie too.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 5:41 PM
Friday, March 11, 2005
my sleeping tyme have
gone cuckoo.
HAHAS
Been bedding like
7 in da morning.
Then awaking like 5 in
the evening.
WOAH.
Conferenced with Le' Le
(my nickname for leroy.)
and Janelle.
Was hearing her sing thru out.
ROFL !
Crapped man.
((:
Been messaging him since like 2
yest nite/morning.
LMAO.
Anws.
I've gotta run.
I've gotten mie mum addicted to
Jewel Quest.
Now she wants mie outta
msn and off mie com.
What nonsense.
-pouts.
i want mie candieman.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 10:24 PM
Thursday, March 10, 2005
fucking shit.
Madrid lost.
RAHHHHH !
Okay.
Back from digressing.
Been tired out lately.
Was on the fone conferencing
with Janelle and
Leroy last nite.
Hung up, den
Derrick called.
Was on the phone for like
5hrs 33 mins.
Don't ask me how I did it.
I managed the impossible somehow.
>(:
Tell me what's
the diffy btw a crush
and falling in love.
Weird.
I have this huge crush on
the hot guy from CSI.
Josh should know who.
have this crush; on this guy.
whom i haven't met.
Did up Pollynn's blog alrd.
Pweety gurl.
*sulks.
I'm jealous.
:/
Babe, i'm falling for
you again.
She's off having her test now.
Like 7pm.
Funny tyming.
when you talked to me
online just now, i broke.
She'll be back soon i guess.
YAYYY!
i want you.
Talking to Leroy nows.
Reckon there's Punked.
OMFG
soooooo badly.
Usher and Elliot.
2 funny and rich people.
OOOO.
((:
Doodles then.
you're mie eyecandy boy.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 7:57 PM
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
moving on
I'm giving up on you.
I'm moving on.
I'm picking myself up.
It ain't worse my tyme.
It ain't worth my tears.
It ain't worth the sleepless nights.
Once in awhile,
I might take
a trip down memory lane.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 5:54 PM
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
I found this staring
back at me when I was browsing throu
some webbies to kill tyme.
Did up blogskins too !
((:
<3.
you have been on my mind
24/7.
twenty-four-seven.
all the tyme boy.
and yes, i'm missing you
like siao.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 8:22 PM
i dreamt of you.
i dreamt of your kisses.
i dreamt of your voice.
i dreamt that there
was only us.
Would you leave me
in the lurch?
Would you pretend it was
all alright when my
wrold has come crushing
onto me?
Would you tell me you love me
when god forbids?
Would you say that you'll wait
for me?
You'll never know
the other side of the story.
Boy you'd never know what I want.
You'll never know how
much I love you,
Boy these words of mine you'll
never hear.
all i need to hear
from you,
is that you love me
the way that I love you too.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 2:51 PM
my pillar of strength
there'e more that meets the eye.
I can't sleep cause
I was thinking
of you.
And all I dream is you.
Right now, it seems
that all I'm living
for is you.
I haven felt this
way or so long
boy,
Haven gotten this
feeling since ages
ago.
I wanna hold your hand.
I wanna walk with
you through
the days.
I wanna be there
for you.
I want you boy.
Do you, want me
like I want you?
How I want you to
say that you do,
That you're missing
me like I'm missing you.
When I got your message,
my hear skipped a beat.
I was so happy to hear
from you.
So happy I could have
died then.
Even though it was just
one simple
word,
It meant the world
to me baby.
Tell me what it
means baby,
Cause boy it seems
we've been
lovers for so long,
That we know each
other inside out,
That we know it's
us somehow.
Boy,
I need you.
Tell me you'll
be mine.
All this inside
my head,
it's driving me
crazy.
Only you can make
me feel this
way;
Make me choke on
my own words,
Make me unable
to speak.
Make me think
of you 24/7.
Make me want
you so much.
Baby,
Baby,
i think you're
the one.
If You're Not The One:
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this
way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't
understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I
am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my
head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't
understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I
am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my
breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to
stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't
understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I
am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 1:55 AM
Monday, March 07, 2005
over and gone with.
(:
I might be attending
California State University Long Beach
afterall.
HAHA.
It'll take me like 3 yrs to
get my degree.
Which is some sort of a crash course.
>(:
Anws,
I'm feeling really bumped out.
TIRED.
Was on the phone with
na-na-boon while trying
to reply Josh's messages.
Conferenced with
my darlings earlier on.
Funny lahs.
Hurhur.
Make-up session for min.
*woots
Yes,
I'm gonna wax na-na-boon alive.
He gets me on my nerves please.
VERY MUCH.
Adding to the fact that we both
share the common surname ain't
making things any better.
We clocked btw;
3hrs 09 mins.
Nice achievement there.
LMAO.
Anyhows,
I shall be really sweet and
credit him.
HA.
-) He'll make a wondeful gf.
-) He has a great personality.
-) He's willing to listen to my rantings.
(although throu many contained
may I add yet unsucessful snickers here and there.)
-) He has two things MAJOR in common with me.
(I thought I was weird.)
-) We both got hit on by weird ppl.
#1) Starry nights.
#2) Show flats/houses/room fetish.
He said somethings that do make sense.
I have to admit he's right and stuff.
Being much older (1yr?) and sensible (ahems).
Lessons in life.
Oh, he made me promise him
something though.
HAHS.
I shan't say it here.
(:
Went ter see Miss Wong with
Joshiee this morning.
Had a fab tyme there.
Josh likes her,
So i guess they'll do fine with each other.
Bitched bout life/parents/bgr.
LMAO.
And she HAD to bring na-na-boon in. (???)
RAHHHHH.
We're like the ying yang thingy.
Josh and me.
Totally different perspectives.
But still we've been in the same clique
since godzillion yrs ago.
<3 !
Opposites attract say ?
*nudge nudge*
Perhaps Josh, you should like
start to have a liking for 7-up and Sprite
rather then coke.
*winks*
I NEED TO SLEEP.
*yawnns.
Notice:
Simple Plan concert.
Tickets anyone ?
when i call you on the phone,
i always feel butterflies.
I'm dreaming of you and me.
Dreaming and dreaming that
it'll turn reality.
I wish upon a star,
Wanna be right where you are,
You set my world on fire.
Babe, I've got crush
on you.
Boy, maybe we're true.
Maybe it's me and you.
It's magic.
_
The veh veh late replies:
Josh: Yes, the interior design hawt babe ! I'll fight tooth and
nail for her over you. Anytime ! LMAO. Aye, feel free to join the session aye?
*hugs* You'd get over it, just a few more. ((: Like you said, we're world's apart,
but still we click click ! > ((; And and, I'm always there 24/7. DIAL MIE MOBLIE.
Anne: NO TYME LA. SO BUSY. HUR HUR !!! *grins
Lena: See my tattoo ? HAHAS. Sure, when i see you thens. It's flaking off. The dead skin I mean. Might be going back there next month for another one. Sorta making it a monthly kinda thing. HA!!
Ros: OOO. I'm flattered. Thinking of changing the template again thou.
Maybe I would, after i'm done with Char's Rachel Weisz one. > (*
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 12:19 PM
Sunday, March 06, 2005
inviting the devil in.
It all ended last night,
messy, tear-stained, hurtful.
Bye bye baby,
Bye bye.
Perhaps I'm just condemmed
in that area.
In that perspective insight.
you really made me see;
the kind of person i am.
the last words from you;
"I understand :)
Goodbye."
I read your blog.
I read your thoughts.
I don't know if you'll still
read mine;
But this is for you.
It ain't going nowhere.
I can't feel you.
It's not something I would
do on impulse.
I know I've hurt you.
I know the things that i did
should even been to you.
You didn't deserve all of it.
Don't keep pushing the blame to yourself.
You know it's not right.
I don't know what else to say.
I don't know what else to do
but say sorry to you.
It hurts to let you go.
But I have to.
I have my reasons.
Being with me ain't benifical
in anyway.
No doubt we had our happy tymes.
and I do thank you for that.
If fate permits,
We'd be tgt again.
I would rather you accuse me,
then blaming yourself.
I would rather you hate me to
forget me.
I would rather you walk away
from all these misery,
then me giving you more.
Goodbye my love.
3 Doors Down - Let Me Go
One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go
I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Just Let me go...
Let me go
And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows
[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go
And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know who I am
And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know me
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 3:55 PM
Saturday, March 05, 2005
HOLLA.
>(:
MY POOL SKILLS HAVE
GONE.
LIKE REALLY GONE.
<3 my aunt's cooking.
I could sit here the whole day and
eat and eat and eat.
AND THE 7 ELEVEN DOWNSTAIRS
SELLS NACHOS
*drools*
With Janelle nows.
We're crapping.
> ((: !
LMAOS.
The career fair was alright.
MANY MANY LOVE.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 9:32 PM
unsettled differences.
I made it happen again.
I made tears fall again.
I made heartaches happen again.
I made him upset again.
Why is it so I always do
such things to hurt him deeper?
Why must the r/s be like that?
Is there any no other route to take?
He says go;
But inside I know he's bleeding.
Re-wind:
#1) - I'm off to some place to ask bout
my private dip.
#2) - I don't know where that place is.
Nevertheless.
I'm being dragged off.
Note to self:
*SLAUGHTER the crab when I see him.
> ((:
Blog laters when i'm back.
LA-DEE-DUMS.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 2:18 PM
Friday, March 04, 2005
I got my dosage of pain
yesterday.
> (:
Maybe a lil too much.
Min got hers too.
Dad's insisting on me
going into interior design.
AHHHH.
idontknow.
wasjustthinkingof
whatna-na-boonsaidand
itsstartingtogetitselfintomyhead
if i get in,
I'll make the best outta it.
I'll be mugging at MACS.
With my dear ah-ma.
When she goes to jc.
She'll be mah tutor.
Got a message from gan-ma tday.
She was asking what my plans are.
Told her.
Another one came.
Surprisingly from mah ex.
Hmmmms.
Funny messages come
at the most unexpected tymes.
Anws,
I'm praying.
*crosses fingers & toes*
i<3black.
Back to books now.
My legs are aching so bad I
cant walk without limping.
Hurts like fuck.
RAHHHHH ! ! !
music-o-lo-logy: I Just Wanna Live -G.C
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 2:26 PM
Thursday, March 03, 2005
do math.
math and more math.
digressing,
i hate that subject so.
i'm sinking into self-denial
PART II.
music-o-lo-logy: call my name - prince
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 10:18 PM
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
I try to say goodbye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near.
goodbye and i choke.
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 7:17 AM
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
self-detained.
a l o n e .
groovy (:
it's always because of you ; 9:56 PM
